the call

this picture has nothing to do with the post,     other then I should be worrying about teaching my Madison how to swing, not worrying about her cancer

i got the call from Dr M office
Madison's 6 month scans are scheduled
she will have to miss school
follow up appointment made
more missed school
she loves school, she loves KJ too and he is in her class ;)

and I am...
i don't know. i, as always, really think she's fine
i just hate that she has to go thru this, it's not fair
it's not fair that every 6 months J and I have to go thru this
i know that is being selfish and that Madison is the one that has done all the work and that she is amazing and strong, and that we have been very lucky.
but this time i feel like being selfish, i hate that we all have to do this.

prayers, positive thoughts are always welcome/needed.