the call

this picture has nothing to do with the post,     other then I should be worrying about teaching my Madison how to swing, not worrying about her cancer

i got the call from Dr M office
Madison's 6 month scans are scheduled
she will have to miss school
follow up appointment made
more missed school
she loves school, she loves KJ too and he is in her class ;)

and I am...
i don't know. i, as always, really think she's fine
i just hate that she has to go thru this, it's not fair
it's not fair that every 6 months J and I have to go thru this
i know that is being selfish and that Madison is the one that has done all the work and that she is amazing and strong, and that we have been very lucky.
but this time i feel like being selfish, i hate that we all have to do this.

prayers, positive thoughts are always welcome/needed.

Madison has a crush

madison has a crush
a huge crush on a sweet little boy in her kindergarten class
she tells her dad and I that she loves him, and that he is sooo cute
she has practiced getting all dolled up for a date with him
she packs extra cookies in her lunch for him
she asked J and I why she loves him soooo much
she tells us that she wants to marry him
this little boy has been the focus of madison's little world for the last couple weeks

just over a month into kindergarten, and she discovered boys?
i'm not ready for this

What the Dickens

Just finished what the dickens. It was ok. Not really my kind of book, but kinda cute. I bought it because I really liked the square shaped book. Silly reason I know, but that's the reason I bought it. 

Happy Birthday Baby Sister

Happy Birthday 25th Angie. I hope you are having a great day.

A Morning with Madison

it's been 3 weeks and Madison is still so excited to go to school
pigtails is her favorite hair style

breakfast - blueberry nutrigrain bar in her school parking lot
she will not eat at home, she says she's not hungry

She loves the monkey bars and is so excited that    she can get to the 2nd or 3rd bar