Sunday, June 21, 2009

"ya" vs "yes"

Today I was visiting my parents, hanging out with the family for Father’s Day. My daughter was talking with my mom about the cool stuff she had brought to play with in her bag. In this conversation I hear my aunt saying “YES” several times, I realize that she is saying “yes” over my daughters “ya” answers to my mom. I am not a “yes maam, no sir” kind of mom. The first few times I didn’t say anything, finally told my aunt that it is not a big deal, that “ya” is acceptable. My aunt tells me that I am raising a disrespectful child. That is when I got mad. My daughter is far from disrespectful. And my aunt is thinking this just because my daughter answered “ya” and not “yes” REALLY? I know part of this is a culture difference, my aunt is visiting from the south and we are in the west. Anyway, angry words said between my aunt and I, I’m sure she thought I was not showing her respect, but I will always defend my children. I do not find my daughter disrespectful; I think she is a sweet little girl.

So here is my question. Do you make your kids answer “yes” and “no” or do you find “ya” and “na” acceptable?

(Don’t get me wrong, there are times that I prefer my kids answer “yes” and “no”, but I do not find them disrespectful if they don’t)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

lucky one

I’m giving Madison a bath right now, actually right now conditioner is soaking in her chlorine dried out ends of her beautiful blonde hair, hopefully bringing back the smooth satin sheen back. And I am blogging just a few feet away. Listening to her play with her new Baby Mermaid Barbie bath toy. Funny story how she got that toy. Yesterday I called her on my way home from work. I told her I had to stop by Target to pick up something for daddy and I would be home soon. Madison said that I could pick something up for her too. I asked her “oh yeah, like what”. Madison told me “well mom, you know I like toys”. How could I say no to that? Anyway, she is in the bathroom laughing at the water spraying on her Barbie. I love to hear her laugh.

Well Madison is now sleeping soundly in her bed, I was blogging and she decided that she was ready to get out of the bath. So I took a bit of a break.

So, the reason for tonight’s post, while giving Madison a bath I asked her if she was my baby. She’s 4 and very much a big girl to everyone else, but will always be my baby. Tonight Madison said that she was still my baby, but not forever. My heart stopped, it’s always in the back of my head, she has brain cancer. I can’t shake the fears that come along with that, or the words that have been said to J and I, or my mom and I - those were the worst (that doctor will never see my daughter again, according to him she shouldn’t be here now so he lost his rights to watch her grow into this beautiful little girl, yes I’m still angry with him). So I asked her when she will stop being my baby. She said when she is 80 that she would not be my baby. 80? I’ve never allowed myself to think that far ahead. I’m still scan by scan, or every 6 months. I know she is a miracle. I never really expect the results to change but I fear they can. I wonder if she has some insight that everything is going to be ok, that we are one of the lucky ones. 80. I’m ok with that; she can be a big girl then.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Just Peachy

J and I took Madison and Austin to a local farm to pick peaches on Sunday. I had a good time. J was disappointed that they were out of peach pies. And the kids went back and forth, they got a few scratches that they were not too happy about. As we were leaving Madison told us that she didn't want to pick peaches again. Guess the farming life is not for her.

Madison at the farm

Austin at the Farm
Madison and Austin playing on the haystack
Madison climbing down the haystack
all by herself
Austin picking peaches
Madison picking peaches
Austin
Up until the scratches Madison was
having a blast hunting down peaches

It didn't take long for it to warm up
and it was time for us to head home

We'll see if the kids are interest in going back for plums and apples in 2 weeks.